.

So sure, yet so unsure

set eyes on you and you intrigued me

perhaps it was the bike you rode or

what i had researched meticulously and learnt about you

i spoke but apparently you respond in 365 days plus

would you be the first from the land to have my attention since my adulthood

or were you meant to withdraw every possibility of anything due to cowardice or a deeper reason unknown to me

You appear so brave as the lion laying carefree and knowing he’s the King and I believe you walk in that light Hi

Perhaps I’m the one hallucinating and thinking there is and could be more

I don’t intend to pursue because I am not your Cup of tea

Frankly I fault you not, parce que I am an acquired taste

One that you can’t quite forget after tasting 

Like caviar to a basic pallet craving depth

I’ve just never felt so free with someone especially one I have never set eyes on

Never given a handshake, never smirked at

Yet One who weakens my defenses like a cell blocker to all radio activity

The one more than my bestest best friend if there ever was such a person 

I wake up and the first correspondence I look for

Is one from you, you’ve turned me into an hourly message checker because I refuse to use notifications

Some days I am weary of all the time I’m investing and it’s ramifications 

I call it a good week if we have honest communication where you actually say something

You are a closed book and I am aware

I just ask that you don’t withhold anything

Your opinions are precious nuggets for my gold bar 

They bring a closeness to you even though I’m afar

I’ll attempt to withdraw some days to see if I thrive 

But from my previous attempt it felt like I had forgotten my car keys and couldn’t drive

I absolutely need to figure out what I’ve encountered here

It is then that I can be bare and near

….

If it can’t be nothing more than I have experienced 

Can you at least make sure it will always be 100 honest